I felt so terribly guilty for not showing up for a very long time. Some people say that college graduation is one of the most tiring event in our life (if you're not mentioning MARRIAGE, that is). Administration, the "TALK" about the future n my family's expectations n figuring out what to do next, where to live now, trying to prove to myself that I can choose my own way to live and work, you know, all those things. But the most irking thing is actually about how long it takes for my emotional state to turn stable and less stressful again, cuz these commotions just don't spell "productivity" to me.

Hence, EVERY works that was on the tip of my fingers are forced to wait. Why? cuz i promised myself, if it's not going to be fun, then i gotta stop drawing for a while.

I am so happy and thankful that you guys are still dropping by anyway. It feels great to know that you're interested (and still, interested) with what I'm doing here. It gave me more zeal to go on!

My sketches are not going anywhere, they're neatly stored on my desktop, and I've bin continuing to work with "Home", chapter 2, at night after work. I decided to upload a piece of my work-in-progress so that you can see what I'm working on now. Thank you very much for ALL of your messages and also watches, they helped me a lot emotionally.

And, I just want to say it out loud:

We're all gonna miss you, terribly, MJ. Rest In Peace.